Smith’s novel, “NW,” introduces four characters: Leah, Felix,
Keisha (Natalie) and Nathan, all of whom are connected by living in the same
area of London. But past this seemingly insignificant detail, the novel does
not present readers with any other connections for Leah/Natalie’s and Felix’s life
stories; you feel as if you are reading two completely separate novels before you
reach the simultaneously clarifying and confusing ending. But I believe that
this ending is brilliant and serves several different functions.
To start, I will explain why I refer to the ending as both
clarifying and confusing. I do so because Smith does not easily hand to us what
she wants us to take away. Barely catchable details and easily overlookable
passages, from previous sections of the novel, are what is meant to help us
make sense of what happens in the end. One such example of these passages is
seen below:
(Nathan) "Too much speed in this thing.
Heart is running. That little chief. Don't know why I ever give him my time.
This is on him. Always taking shit too far. How can I stop Tyler though? Tyler
should stop Tyler. I shouldn't even be chatting with you, I should be in
Dalston, cos this isn't even on me, it's on him. But I'm looking at myself
asking myself Nathan why you still here? Why you still here? And I don't even
know why. I ain't even joking. I should just run from myself."
(Natalie) "Calm down. Take long breaths."
(Nathan) "Let me get myself straight, Keisha. Keep walking with me." (370)
(Natalie) "Calm down. Take long breaths."
(Nathan) "Let me get myself straight, Keisha. Keep walking with me." (370)
From these lines readers can
imply that Tyler is the one that knifed Felix and that Nathan was the other man
that was with him. This clears up the ending when Natalie says, “I got something to tell you” (401). They are reporting Nathan as a possible
suspect and relieving themselves of the pressure of the knowledge.
Past the clarification that
this ending adds to our understanding, it also connects the stories for us in a
manner that is more significant than them just living in the same general
region.
This ending also serves to do
something else; it juxtaposes the two types of turmoil that can occur in
someone’s life. We have the obvious example of Nathan and Tyler, who are
responsible for Felix. This isn’t hard to deduce and to any passerby, it is
obvious that something has gone wrong in their lives. However, we also have a
conclusion to the less obvious turmoil and unhappiness in Natalie and Leah’s
lives. Their lives could look perfectly fine from the outside, as they are well
off: married, and doing well financially. But Leah refuses to conform to the “conventions”
of marriage and doesn’t want children, causing trouble in her life. This,
combined with the fact that she hates her friends and only finds comfort with
her husband and dog, has caused her life to be troublesome. In other’s view,
she is “not herself” (396). And Natalie seemingly has the perfect job, married
with kids, yet she seeks pleasure from other men that she meets online. She finds
herself in a state of surprise saying, “She could hardly believe that she had
awoken to find herself in the same situation as yesterday” as if her life was
no more than a dream that can be restarted (389).
I believe Smith not only uses this ending to tie together her novel,
but to also make the point that things can go wrong in many different ways for people’s
lives. Some more obvious to the general public than others.
One of the most interesting parts of NW to me was the seeming identity dysphoria Natalie/Keisha goes through, all the way up until the last page. This scene is telling of the conflict between her two personalities, she says, “It was Keisha who did the talking” when just a few lines earlier Smith writes, “Leah said the same thing back to Natalie” (401). Natalie’s dissatisfaction with her life seems to be channeled through taking on her former name as almost a second identity. When she calls the police’s anonymous tip line she is “disguising her voice with her voice” (401) and speaking as Keisha Blake.
ReplyDeleteIn addition, continually throughout the novel, Natalie refers to herself by her full name, Natalie Blake. For me, it caused a disassociation with her actions to her person and I don’t doubt this was a purposeful move on Smith’s part to create a gap between the name and the character. I also think it’s significant that the last few pages of the novel detail her encounter with Nathan, a person from her childhood, who calls her Keisha and then she meets up with Leah, someone who also knew her originally as Keisha. Even though Natalie’s life is vastly different from before she changed her name, in the last pages she seems to revert to a state she is more comfortable in, as Keisha.